Yeah, it's hard to keep yourself together.
I want to disappear, that's all I think about
I don't want to anymore, I don't want to anymore, I don't want to anymore
I'm in pain, no matter what I do or don't do, it's all the same
I have to do something about it, but there's nothing I can do
I don't want to do it anymore,
What?
I can't stand the thought of it.
I saw something about an inner child or inner adult.
Inner child, I thought.
My inner child is a witch.
I had such realistic hallucinations, it must be me.
Then I must be living out of sync with my inner child
I can't help it.
I want to disappear
I can't stop thinking about it.
I can't stop thinking about it forever and ever.