Have you lost your patience?
Actually, it's over, but my head and heart are out of whack and I can't cope. My body is heavy. I feel tired, but I'm going to have to move in a little while anyway. Chi doesn't want to do anything. I have so many things to do, but I can't do anything. I want to be gone. I want to leave this world. I want someone to hug me. I want someone to just hug me and do things for me, I can't do it.
