He sentido el calor de esa relación muchas veces.Las mentiras se mezclan con la verdad y no sé cuál era la verdad.Cada día no es más que una serie de momentosCuando llego a casa, de repente me quedo inmóvil, y cuando cambia la fecha, por f…

Algo de magia.Al lavarse las manos, el jabón se pone primero en la mano izquierda.Antes de comerte la comida, tienes que cogerla.Cuando termines, da las gracias por la comida. Las palabras que dices antes de irte, el día se acaba.Cuando te…

納得できないことばかり 納得など捨ておこう

怪しいブログばっかり そう言った私のブログも大概だが、、、鬱なんだろうけど

Todo excusas y nada de acción.Probablemente por eso no soy bueno. Estoy ahí todo el tiempo. No puedo mejorar.¿Qué debo hacer?

Por favor, encuéntrame Por favor encuéntrame Estoy aquí Estoy llorando Estoy.., No puedo huir a ninguna parte No puedo ir a ninguna parte No puedo pedir ayuda a nadie Estoy solo al final de mi vida Encuéntrame, abrázame, déjame sentir mi p…

There was fear.I have to confront unspeakable fear. I have always run away. I knew I couldn't keep running. It was insane to have to face it without a single shield to protect myself. In a corner of my mind, I knew I might die. My common s…

Have you lost your patience?Actually, it's over, but my head and heart are out of whack and I can't cope. My body is heavy. I feel tired, but I'm going to have to move in a little while anyway. Chi doesn't want to do anything. I have so ma…

Yeah, it's hard to keep yourself together.I want to disappear, that's all I think aboutI don't want to anymore, I don't want to anymore, I don't want to anymoreI'm in pain, no matter what I do or don't do, it's all the sameI have to do som…

Cover with a blanket. From the head. I close my eyes on the couch. My body is tense all the time and forgets to relax. I lie down and close my eyes in the dark. My toes are cold and sore. Running away from the fight was my way of fighting.…

ほどほどでいい季節柄だけでない原因で加速する気持ちに歯止めをかけようと努力しためんどうになりそうな事をしなかった自分を労いつつ、手を打たなければと思う思いながら、ぜんぶめちゃくちゃになってしまえばいいのかもしれない気持ちが常にどこかに存在…

Start a blog, I was told. With pictures or illustrations and a few sentences. He asked me if I wanted to read it. I laughed and said yes. If that's what you want to read, find something like that and read it.Records are important. Over tim…

I just wanted to be hugged. I thought about reasons and causes, and thought about all kinds of things, trying to come up with a reason or cause. The only feeling I arrived at was that I just wanted to be hugged and be tender. It was that s…

生きていくのは、眠りと食事と仕事と余暇で構築されているように思う。疲れたな、、

overlap (each other)Sense of imbalanceIrresistibleI want to fall like thisIt's a terrible temptation Once you start preparingWill there be a next stage? A dangerous mentality is coming to an endThis world I enjoyedhas to end now.

I am only afraid of what the outcome will be, but it can't be helped. That's life. My fear grows as I wait for the doctor's appointment. I feel as if I am standing in a completely different world line from yesterday. Last night, when I was…

Landungen, nein. Es regnet die ganze Zeit. Ich will keine Geräusche hören. Wenn ich angesprochen werde, muss ich auf den Inhalt hören und eine Antwort geben. In letzter Zeit kann ich mich nicht mehr an Gespräche erinnern. Ich wache oft in …

Molte persone hanno pianto quando ho lasciato il lavoro. Mi hanno fermato. Ma mi sono licenziata lo stesso. Ecco quanto lo odiavo.È da molto tempo che non dormo bene. Sarò felice. È la stessa cosa per chiunque. Ho bisogno di speranza per v…

Was wäre, wenn ich ein guter Freund für mich wäre? Was wäre, wenn wir ein Gespräch führen könnten? Was für eine Welt wäre das gewesen?Ich kann meine Stimme nicht hören.Ich kümmere mich nicht um meine Gefühle.Das Bild, das ich gerne male, e…

We were told terrible news. Terrible is only terrible from our point of view, but it may have a completely different meaning from the other side. However, I am sure that my opinion will not be accepted.It seems that the person who did to m…

I am tired every day. Maybe because I am a woman, I have menopause-like symptoms and my mental health is going down. I think about how to deal with it, but I feel like I'm going crazy before I even think about it, so I give up. I try to th…

Suddenly you are feeling ill. My body feels heavy. I don't feel like doing anything. My body is not relaxed and I am always tense. I feel stiff.

Worüber müssen wir reden? Es gibt nichts zu besprechen. Nicht eine einzige Sache. Es ist eine beschlossene Sache. Wir hatten keine Verbindung. Das ist alles. Und wir bleiben nicht, wir gehen weiter. Du hast deine Gefühle. Meine Gefühle war…

Ich habe mein Leben immer in dem Glauben gelebt, dass ich nicht gut genug bin. Ich war gesegnet mit den Menschen und der Umgebung um mich herum. Und ich habe immer gedacht, dass das, was mir fehlte, ein Mangel an Anstrengung war. Ich habe …

Es gab einmal eine Zeit, da konnte man die Zeit auf dem Handy verschieben und eine Textnachricht in die Zukunft oder aus der Vergangenheit schicken. Die Gegenwart ist mir egal. Selbst jetzt, wo ich erst um die 20 bin, sind meine Gedanken s…

Prepare to move forward. Prepare little by little. Think of a seed being sown, sprouting, flowering, bearing fruit, and dying.

The pain feels as if my heart's membrane is being peeled off. Every time I try to move forward, my heart keeps pulling me back. I won't pursue it anymore. When it's over, it's over. There are no exceptions. However, I made two exceptions f…

As it finishes, it starts.I believe it to be true. I quit my job. It wasn't uncomfortable and I was used to it, so it was easy to quit. Some people cried and tried to stop me. It was a decision I had been struggling with, so I quit. I cut …

Ich habe an dich geglaubt wie ein Kind. Ich habe so sehr an dich geglaubt, dass ich sogar akzeptieren konnte, dass du mich verletzen könntest. Ich war ein Kind, ein armes Kind. Diese Tage haben mir sicherlich Halt gegeben. Es war ein Spinn…

I am probably trying to walk a new path. My heart is crying out to go back. The little me wants to go back to that place where I was comfortable, and the grown up me is afraid of going back and getting hurt. Both are the same. So I want to…