I am probably trying to walk a new path. My heart is crying out to go back. The little me wants to go back to that place where I was comfortable, and the grown up me is afraid of going back and getting hurt. Both are the same. So I want to go on a new path. I don't want to relive the sadness of that time because both of us will be hurt. I don't care if I'm wrong, it's just the way it is. It doesn't matter if it is wrong. God, please watch over us. One day you will be able to laugh. The day will come when you can truly feel happy. I believe so.
